Looking Way Up To The Sky

                                 Memories Of An Uncertain Future - Yuri Martinez

I don’t feel the suns comin out today
Its staying in, its gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery, I don’t
Think Ill ever see the sun from here.
And oh as I fade away,
They’ll all look at me and say, and they’ll say,
Hey look at him! Ill never live that way.
But that’s okay
They’re just afraid to change.
When you feel your life aint worth living
You’ve got to stand up and
Take a look around you then a look way up to the sky.
And when your deepest thoughts are broken,
Keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin its time to die.
And as we all play parts of tomorrow,
Some ways will work and other ways well play.
But I know we all cant stay here forever,
So I want to write my words on the face of today.
And then they’ll paint it
And oh as I fade away,
They’ll all look at me and they’ll say,
Hey look at him and where he is these days.
When life is hard, you have to change.

 - Blind Melon

I have the distinct feeling that everything in my life is up in the air right now. I cant even begin to put into words everything that has happened, could happen, should happen, or that I want to happen.

I don't think I will even try right now.